For Christmas this year, Santa gave me
A revolver and all the bullets it will need
There's nothing that I can do
But aim the gun right at you
This is goodbye
Goodbye to our life
If I could run to the happy times
I'd like to see the fireworks dancing in the sky
That summer night, I had the best time right by your side
Sorry, just know the blame's on me
For thinking that we, together, could exist happily
From the time our eyes met
I had known we were too different to intersect
Standing beneath the sakura tree
You approached, and that was when you met me
I was evil, though I lied
You were on justice's side
Despite it all
You had me enthralled
It's not the first time I've taken a life
In my time I've shot many and caused endless strife
But it's the first time that I've done it with tears in my eyes
I know, I know it's all my fault
There's no happy end - we were both doomed by default
Please, don't look in my eyes
Don't give me that smile so kind
In spring, we met - my life was changed for the better
The summer brought lots of memories that I still treasure
One autumn night, we became one in pleasure
And winter gave, with the cold, the end of 'together'
Finger on the trigger, the hammer of the revolver quivers
Hesitating to take the shot, my body shivers
At the end, I said "I'm sorry - please make this easy"
In the end, you said to me " "
If I could run to the happy times
I'd like to see the fireworks dancing in the sky
That summer night, I had the best time right by your side
Don't worry, because I'm sure soon we
Will get to meet - finally, we'll be free
"Always, we'll be together" .. that promise
Means the world now, as I reminisce